MS43.04: Francis Nicholson Papers
Nicholson letter to Lucy Burwell, 10 March 1698/9

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James City in Virginia
March 10 or ye 1st day of
ye spring 1698/9

May it please your Ladyship

So forgive my high presumption for writing on Valentines good Day
to so divine a Lady as You Madam most justly are: than I shall be
in mightly hopes of personally receiving my pardon from yor most beau-
tifull lips; through which floweth so much true piety, Devotion,
and good Sense. These, with a thousand other of yor Ladyships unparallelled
Graces, have allways charmed me, and voluntarily obliged
me to be yor Ladyps Adorer and Admirer. And tho' my very great
misfortune at present is to be debarred ye unspeakable happiness
and honour of seeing and hearing yor Ladyp in reality (to which nothing
in this World can be comparable; & hoped, wished for, or desired
more by me; because I should be then nearer to ye Object of all
my Vows; and yt they would be in order most fully to complete my
Bliss/ yet I hope in God (for without it my heart would break) to injoy
both of ym and then time will make me full satisfaction for ye very long,
and allmost unsupportable misfortune, yt I have lain under, for want at least of one
of ym. For Madam, if what I think and dream of very often, were but
substantial ones, I should be ye most happy mortal a live: but alass, after
ym comes undefeatable Melancholy; which is by reason yt my preesent living
(but I cant properly give it that name) is at so very vast a distance from ye
only Joy of my life.

Your Ladyp having been pleased to mention ye
very good, great and wise Lady your Aunt W. (whom—Madam, You so very
much resemble in these extraordinary Characters; but they are but some
of yor Ladyps numberless ones) did think yt you ought to follow her example,
viz. which she wished well to, yt she would allways assist with her advise,
and let you know what was said. Your Ladyp so far condessending
as to doe these last things to me, I am in an Extasy of Joy, and p2 what way to retaliate ym at present (if ever I can doe ym) I know not.
But being I am both in gratitude and duty bound, what in me lies, for to
endeavour to doe ym; I am a most humble suppliant to yor Ladyp yt you
would believe that I shall make it the whole Business of my life to find out first
able ways & means to comply with that my most equitable Obligation. I
now find my self further obliged to my Lady Mrss. because yor Ladyp
imitates her to my very great Advantage, by yor incomparable Advice to
me; which, hope in God, I shall allways endeavour, what in me lies, to
follow. And an other reason is, yt waiting upon her Ladyp I had ye extradordinary
honour & happiness of giving ye most accomplished Lady, in all respects
of ye Univers; which in yor self Madam: for yt is ye belief of him,
whom your Ladyp hath in yor power to make ye most happy man in ye
world: but [] to be of her ways, than intirely devoted to yor Ladyps service
so long as I am